Are there specific events/influences that drove your interests into your focus of study?
My interest in studying psychological distress among SMM and HIV prevention among Latinxs has been an ongoing interest that I can date back to 2004 when I Immigrated to the U.S. from Colombia. As an immigrant family, we faced many obstacles, including language barriers and experiences of discrimination. During my childhood, my family did not have health insurance. Our only access to healthcare was my aunt, who had immigrated with us, and who was a dentist in Colombia. I recall the large apartment that housed the seven of us when we first arrived, and together, we struggled to establish ourselves. One reason I chose to pursue a Doctorate degree in Clinical Psychology was to increase access to health care services to people who, like us, had to immigrate to a new country.
When I reflect upon how far I have come since I first arrived in the U.S. as a queer and eager third grader, I am reminded of a goal I established at another transitional moment in my life. As a first-year graduate student, a faculty member made the remark that I might be undocumented and worried about possibly being deported due to the current political climate in 2016. After making the comment, he immediately froze with embarrassment in front of the classroom, realizing that his remark could be perceived as insensitive and debasing, given that I have dual U.S./Colombian citizenship. I knew that his statement did not reflect a malicious intent, and yet, the alienating impact of his words mattered more than his intent. Unfortunately, experiencing microaggressions in academia is an experience that is all too common for LGBT students of color. This experience albeit inconsequential further consolidated my commitment to work towards building representation and visibility in academic and medical spaces.
Throughout your professional journey, from undergraduate to your current position, what were some things you found supportive or lacking in navigating through higher education?
Throughout my academic career, I have actively sought diverse research experiences and mentorship of people who share similar experiences as I do. Fortunately, I had the opportunity to receive mentorship from Dr. Carlos Rodríguez-Díaz, a public health researcher from George Washington University. This was the first time in my academic training that I had the opportunity to work with a Latino researcher. There was formal mentoring, and he was always very helpful as we discussed research opportunities. But further, it was about just seeing him in action and knowing that it is possible that I could be in that position. It’s very validating to see someone who looks like you, with similar experience to you, thriving in that environment. That is why visibility is so important to me in the position that I am in now.
What advice would you give aspiring professionals seeking graduate programs, specifically BIPOC aspiring professionals?
¡SÍ SE PUEDE! You are needed more than you know. We need your calidez, respeto, y personalismo that only Latinos can share with each other. Wherever you are in your training, know that there is someone similar to you, whether that is in the same classroom or someone online. These are the relationship(s) that will carry you through the lonely and challenging obstacles. Most importantly, bring with you the hugs, the dances, the laughter, and the touch that you got from your familia. Bring it all into the conversation with each other and you will find an instant connection. This is how we get through it--engaging and participating with each other. From these conversations, I have come to know that my very presence breaks down walls of isolation and resentment that have been built by years of mistreatment of brown and black students. I cannot help but wonder how far we will continue to come by supporting and sharing each other’s stories.